prayer

O divine ...please please please please please ....
give me self realization ....

please make me aware of my inner self ...please take control of all parts of my being ...
i am fed up with this blind existence ... please lift me up ...
i dont want to live like a blind, without knowing what is happening around me/with me ...
why is it happening ..
where am i going? what am i supposed to do?why am i here for?
please take me nearer to self-realization ..please make me aware ...please don't forsake me ...